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2024-09-26 17:43:35

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Thanks guys! To be honest, I'm not super tech savvy so nostr was a lot for me to grasp... If i got compromised on literally day 1, I think I need to do some research before I make another account. Until then... <3

2024-09-26 13:46:22

really not sure what is happening on this platform at this point...
somehow, I've been involved in some weird phishing scam with my nsec? which keeps escalating. What I thought was a client app for gaming (when I first joined nostr) was not... and I pasted my nsec into that. It never occurred to me until 2 nights ago that I had, unknowingly, been phished. I cannot even tell what is and isn't being posted here because my computer is basically broken at this point and my feed barely works.
and, ultimately, the actions of me simply user testing a proof-of-concept, that I've replicated on various legacy socials previously, resulted in the safety of myself, my friends, and my family being severely compromised.
I joined nostr because the conversation happening in my country full of people that I love deeply, surrounding free speech, is getting scary. The US has, fundamentally, been built on the Constitution. I have always stood for the protection of all citizens of the world, but I am biased towards America because America is my home. That is what I care about. But, the America that I am in today is not one reflecting the values we were fundamentally built on.
I felt new platforms might provide new solutions...
Now, here I am, a week later with almost every platform I have under various methods of attack... including impersonations. The physical evidence of who I am in my real-world reality has become completely misaligned with an online identity that was mob-rule style created for... why? I don't even know.
Why someone would target a person just trying to help others navigate the online world makes no sense to me? Why innocent people continue to be silenced also makes no sense to me?
I am simply a mostly peaceful artist who is hoping for a semi better world- online and in my own country. I want that for all of you too.
Every device that I own is under attack. I lost electricity at one point. and I've been isolated from pretty much any form of secure communications. and, yeah... I genuinely feel afraid right now.
Never trust, always verify is making it impossible for me to know who is targeting me and who is understanding what was intended as a very peaceful message- about authenticity, about humanity, and about our right to protection of our property (without use of force).
I never intended to really do anything here except check out if this user-based algorithm provided a better space to for my friends to create content and get paid. I literally just wanted my friends to be able to use bitcoin on a platform that was relatively secure for them to do so.
I've talked about so many conflicting ideas on this platform... political discourse is how we remain in a semi state of extropy as we push against entropy and vice versa. Discourse, including political, must remain protected and nostr felt the most ideal place to make that happen.
Now, I'm just hopeless for the state of everything.

2024-09-26 04:12:46

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Sorry, my relays are all fucked up again. FREEDOM!

2024-09-26 04:08:41

Label after label after label…
Now, imagine I am your family. The people that you love the most.
Today, I am adding to my resume:
“They think that I really don’t know how to turn on a relay”
“Sex robot”
“Robot in general”
“Communist”
“Clear your cache”
“She’s a fed”
“She’s a rat”
Shut up. I’ve been building this plan for 5 years.
If you think they won’t slay you after slaying me… HA
they’re coming for you, I was just the person willing to die for it first.
Do you see now? Do you see yet?
Psychopaths. All of them.

2024-09-25 16:30:33

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Stu!! I would not leave you here in nostrovia... I have a lil more cajones than that <3 If I can figure out how to sunset my key, I may keep this account so I can help out people, like Robin... but they need to know it's me and not a malicious entity. Unfortunately, a large body of nostrville has acquired the mind virus. They value things that have a dollar sign attached to it, but forget that there's a fundamental value system, underground, backing that symbol. Some of us remember... and, sometimes, when things get too out of hand, we have to come out of the shadows to remind people why the shadows exist. I have always chosen the middle road, but the middle has started to accept subpar standards for entry. Bitcoin is a tool for the people, not for the state and, certainly, not a tool for industries to siphon and traffick out more creative labor from divine beings. Some people here are the state. always have been, always will be. Next, we will watch their circus play with CBDCs.

2024-09-25 12:09:40

Top o the morning nostrovians 🥳⛅️
This will be my last post from this specific npub
At this point, I am sure that a Minimum of 3 different actors have access to my nsec through exploits of my systems. So you’ll just have to trust my voice/pen right now.
A bit of a wild ride but I’ll try to explain…
The day Brazil banned X, I came to nostr. My favorite AI engineer content builds from Brazil.
My legacy socials have been shadow banned for years (roughly 2021). I’ve largely stepped away from the online world… but recently revived some socials to help friends out with their content. They are athletes, not computer whizzes. We mostly live in the dirt. Off grid as possible.
Motorcycle racing is a difficult industry and it’s costly… so when I arrived at nostr I immediately fell back in love with IoV. I used to contribute daily to projects like nostr. In fact, we used to have something like zaps on another platform but it got banned due to the regulatory crackdown of us in 2020. We were suddenly a “bank” and that was confusing when it came to KYC on centralized platforms. Weitse Wind is an incredible mouthpiece for kindness in this space and he waded us through an absolute mess. I’ve had great mentors. I owe them a lot.
Whenever I build a platform, I imagine it as a service to others bc I genuinely try to live by a service to others mindset. Hence open source projects
So, I follow a prototype to scale model… this npub is an outlier.
I started nostr from a computer but as I looked at the source I got scared for onboarding my friends and family. We’re still trying to digest 2FA in that world.
So I created a proof-of-concept… I didn’t realize it would scale this quickly.
I onboarded as though I know nothing about encryption. so I used my real face and a lot of other really real details. Also, some not real because I knew I was in a pit of vipers. We all are, on the internet, always.
I literally pasted my keys to a word doc… I built this as sloppy as I know my loved ones would. And then I downloaded the apps to my phone. And along the way tried to explain what was happening… I didn’t touch any code and I only changed a relay once, but I’m pretty sure at one point my real human IP was banned.
And here we are… multiple people have control of my account. You all have no way of knowing which signed events are actually a match to my face. You’ve witnessed both the burning of my books and a witch hunt in real time. And all of this data is stamped in history as though it is me. At the “block” level.
Proof-of-concepts are helpful because they give us visuals and immersive experience. Measure twice, cut once.
My next profile will be me in full authenticity, but those keys will be secured with biometrics.
Thank you for coming my extremely confused TedxTalk and namaste. 🙏🏼

2024-09-25 01:49:54

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hello! & welcome

2024-09-25 01:15:37

This space has really changed that much huh… that’s how we obtain VPNs now huh

2024-09-25 00:44:56

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Welcome to nostr… 🫱🏼‍🫲🏽 here, in large, we trust open source code. I think your mathematics ability will land you in a great segment of nostr.

2024-09-25 00:33:36

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Love is the only revolution… always has been, always will be.

2024-09-25 00:25:17

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I find that whenever I start talking about morality… I’m virtue signaling.
Virtue signaling has rich historical roots. One time, my buddy, who engineers the comms for pilots around the world… he’s so smart.
One day I was virtue signaling… and he called me on it. It was actually right in the middle of the GameStop crisis… what a headache that was.
Anyway, changed my life. I no longer talk about morality… except to speak of moral degeneration, ie. Bitboy

2024-09-25 00:14:01

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Please tell your wife I said to keep making art ♥️🫱🏼‍🫲🏽 the world needs more of her in it

2024-09-25 00:11:54

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I think we are on the same page about making change 🫱🏼‍🫲🏽 I’m glad you left the academic ivory towers Dan. This is a much better place to spread real education. Without corruption.

2024-09-25 00:10:25

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Dang we’re in the same boat Mr wedge…. I imagine you feel the same as me then about the education system. that’s why I trust code now.

2024-09-25 00:00:45

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@npub1q6y…t3sh have you heard the story of Mt.GoX? It’s so good… I just love it because my roommates in college were some kind of genius level computer programmers (I am not! lol) BUT, we used to host “nerd nights” and they played magic (while I mostly prefer D&D)… anyway, it all was happening on the same timeline and so I watched Mt.GoX happen in real time and I was like “wow… magic is actually pink, who knew”

2024-09-24 23:55:41

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Life is inherently challenging. ♥️ love this message… you’re a good one.

2024-09-24 23:53:52

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How come?

2024-09-24 23:46:59

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He will find me in every timeline in every lifetime…. I’ll make sure we find you in the next one ♥️

2024-09-24 23:27:19

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Keeping them peeled

2024-09-24 23:21:30

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May it work out

2024-09-24 23:18:12

PLEASE REMEMBER WE GOT HERE FROM A MAGIC THE GATHERING EXCHANGE

2024-09-24 23:10:21

Thank you Satoshi
#note16e0…lmyp

2024-09-24 22:18:01

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I’ve read Republic… required reading for me in 2010
But when I took metaphysics in college, I read St. Thomas… phew, talk about controversial. What a roller coaster his time was.

2024-09-24 22:08:14

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It was so different back then…. The amount of times I was publicly crucified lol it’s kind of unreal to think back on as I watch the world simp for the state of today.
Idk it’s all wild… social dynamics are why we trust code.

2024-09-24 21:55:42

Today is just grief… and pouring rain
Sadness over how far we got from the original concepts of Bitcoin- which is, and always will be, a fundamentally anarchist set of parameters.
When I was introduced to the theory behind bitcoin it was 2 digits. I thought it was most radical concept I’d ever heard.
At that time, I never imagined it would turn into a stock market.
A true story:
The love of my life was a coding savant. The last fight we had was about Bitcoin and cryptocurrency protocols in general. It seems strange to me now that I wouldn’t listen to what he was explaining. He’s dead now. But, sometimes I give myself comfort by knowing when I ask source for protection… my destroyer of worlds protects me from that realm.
Sometimes they have to see a lamb get slaughtered to understand why there is war https://image.nostr.build/2d1d9769caa91b53390fcde1779ae1deaa2ae76b3f17a7cb2d422979005914fb.jpg

2024-09-24 17:58:17

True gold is only known in the furnace
#note1p5m…q77n

2024-09-24 17:57:24

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Indeed

2024-09-24 17:52:43

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Correct

2024-09-24 15:31:53

In V for Vendetta, V imprisons Evey to test her loyalty and make her unbreakable like him

2024-09-24 15:16:04

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🤣

2024-09-24 15:04:59

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Has it been raining a lot by you? The snakes come out in droves where I live when it storms
I keep losing power too

2024-09-24 15:03:16

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Fate loves irony

2024-09-24 13:35:44

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I’ll send some zaps along the way goat 🫡🫱🏼‍🫲🏽

2024-09-24 12:38:02

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I talk about other things blue goat! Nice to meet you! I like steak but I like freedom more

2024-09-24 12:11:11

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Good morning!! I figured out my relays last night so my feed has come alive again… so happy to have you back @npub1yrf…n8p0

2024-09-24 12:00:09

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Sorry, was testing out my relays and was kind of in a loop with myself that I wasn’t sure which notes were being broadcasted and which weren’t but in figured it out :) thank you! Sorry if my notes were disruptive to the UX

2024-09-24 11:56:53

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Got my relays figured out last night! Thank you @npub1h50…rqev … I can see you all again and I can see all my client apps again. :)

2024-09-24 11:35:09

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Angels ♥️ I like that

2024-09-24 07:09:01

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Bitcoin sandy did you know that in the 1500s Rene Descartes crated a robot automaton of his dayghter… she died.
My buddy who’s robotics engineer shared that with me. He’s a genius and he’s fascinating… I’m always mesmerized by his stories about AI.

2024-09-24 07:04:36

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That is why we will always wield both a pen and sword

2024-09-24 06:51:51

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Anarko… am I really going to have to turn on the relays?

2024-09-24 06:48:08

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Or anything but a fully encrypted Linux or insanely jailbroke android is a portal to jail

2024-09-24 06:23:22

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Ahhhhh I gotcha… thank you!

2024-09-24 06:20:21

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Entropy & extropy… what a dance

2024-09-24 06:16:45

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lol have we really forked that far out? Is that what is happening here?
I’m very new to this protocol

2024-09-24 06:11:03

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Now I’m seeing you @npub1rwx…pee5 I don’t know what was going on… I couldn’t see you for a minute

2024-09-24 06:10:06

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Oh! I thought that was just how we referred to our timelines here… sorry, lux, I’m still learning how all of this works. But I appreciate you and your values and you’ve actually been fundamental in helping me navigate the begging as safely as possible. And I appreciate you for this.

2024-09-24 06:04:11

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Do they know they can’t see me? Can you see me?

2024-09-24 06:02:59

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Haven’t got a single one… but I think I got kicked out of WoT

2024-09-24 06:00:51

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Now I see you!

2024-09-24 05:45:25

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True!

2024-09-24 05:44:04

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I was recently introduced to the concept of cypherpunks and it kind of made me see things in a whole new perspective…
Thinking about the ways that bitcoin can revolutionize things for people from war town countries where the currency is often devalued by the hour during brutal civil wars…
I don’t know much about the cyphers… but I do know that so far what I’ve read up on them… I value their logic.
I feel like Satoshi and Banksy and everyone else who’s had the balls to stand up for freedom would feel the same.

2024-09-24 05:40:48

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Idk but it made me sad… I thought you left nostr
Are you seeing any of my posts recently?

2024-09-24 05:37:29

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John McAfee posted this today on Twitter?

2024-09-24 05:36:41

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Lady Mae I haven’t bee. Able to see you in so long. I’ve been missing your posts!

2024-09-24 05:33:51

The manifesto! ♥️🫡 #note1t8t…6uzl

2024-09-24 05:32:31

Open source only, open source always so that we collectively bear the brunt of it all
#note1ens…u7s0

2024-09-24 05:31:20

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Sounds like a general emergency plan to me… is anyone awake yet?

2024-09-24 05:27:21

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MySpace html… thank you Tom for fucking off and being normal

2024-09-24 05:22:31

Watch this…

2024-09-24 05:19:07

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and more additional notes on that- I’d love to say I get banned for being an anarchist but I don’t… I get banned for looking young and everyone thinking I’m a fed.
So then I have to remind everyone once again about freedom of speech and here we are

2024-09-24 05:17:30

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Absolutely. Such a rabbit hole of conversation… but yes, absolutely

2024-09-24 05:16:16

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Wrapping you up in love from afar… it’s been absolutely storming where I’m at and I’m a big beach bunny 😞… I will make art with you from afar until then
I felt led to share a beautiful piece of history with you… as a fellow painter, have you ever heard of #trenchart
The concept is beautiful…
It means that even when we are at war, we can fall in love 💕🫡
- the Truman show

2024-09-24 05:13:37

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Required reading!

2024-09-24 05:13:14

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Round of applause for the ciphers everywhere

2024-09-24 05:11:53

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@npub16jd…33sv sorry right now I’m testing with you… did you see this post in you’re… note deck

2024-09-24 05:09:45

Someone told me that the rules for finding out if a cipher was a cypherpunk was asking…
Do you know how to lockpick?
Can anyone confirm this is true? I’m doing cybersecurity research

2024-09-24 04:41:51

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Bitcoin is freedom

2024-09-24 04:41:30

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Thank you

2024-09-24 04:35:49

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@npub16jd…33sv id like you to be included in the conversation

2024-09-24 04:33:17

Testing for the people listening… I am not bringing up L1 or L2. That is your business and probably not the business of anyone else until there is consensus.

2024-09-24 04:26:18

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And for the record I am on the side of decentralization I just want everyone to literally have feeedom for real

2024-09-24 04:13:09

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I honestly hope so too… because I wasn’t my best self at one point, either. But, the way these industries pimp the next trendy thing out. Doubt it.
Decentralization is “trendy” rn… the reason for that is bc everyone promoting it is having their first round of bringing it to scale.
Everyone quietly working is recognizing all the things not being said.
Zuck knows the cent v decent game as good as the rest of us… we’ve been at this war for years.

2024-09-24 04:08:16

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^^^ dude punks on everyone everyday and always will… nothing new to see here

2024-09-24 03:58:20

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You deserve it…. I’ve been on projects where they’ve used tokens to pay the devs… it’s a mess in every project I’ve been on.
I think of it like the toll road… I prefer to pay my devs for what I see.

2024-09-24 03:55:11

@npub1utx…50e8 deserves a round of applause for everything that he has provided to you all as a community today….
I reviewed HAVEN on GitHub tonight. Proof of Work will always be in labor. That is what backs your “dollar”… Bitcoin is what saves you from being a slave. Understand wtf is going on here.
You want to be an influencer? Go to Instagram. They are dying for industry girls that will comply there.
Are you building for freedom? Then, let’s put the egos aside and work together.
Thank you and good freaking night nostr #note1jpq…6z8n

2024-09-24 03:48:54

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Goodnight @npub1utx…50e8 thank you for working hard all day… days like this are long and exhausting and they often feel like a mixed review by the time you walk away…
But, also… today you’ve provided the best proof of work and that is commendable af

2024-09-24 03:45:27

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Nothing like a Mountain View

2024-09-24 03:43:05

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Testing… was the words proof of work or PoW banned here
Circa Reddit 2023

2024-09-24 03:40:33

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*that

2024-09-24 03:40:23

A friendly reminder than anarchists have always been deplatformed for being mostly peaceful #note1rey…flmc

2024-09-24 03:39:35

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Tabula rasa

2024-09-24 03:30:23

Proof of Work https://image.nostr.build/d743ff8b57a691c781cf67941d12a55194189999c4cb3d4cc0e6113927e24720.jpg

2024-09-24 03:15:36

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I’m not gonna lie, I actually don’t know what that emoji stands for 😂 bad cipher I know

2024-09-24 03:15:00

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If you’ve been wiretapped? Catch a case, they let you know real quick

2024-09-24 03:09:23

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The HS where I live… I’m 32

2024-09-24 02:58:03

REPORTING FOR DUTY MASTERCHIEF….
Update on the local “hack” of my high school from my best friend:
“Hey, chicken little… it was some 12 year olds who realized that there was a lapse in page protection and keep messing with the suggested edits”
So now… our high has been renamed 300 names and currently sits at “diddler high school”
12 year olds… 12 year olds https://image.nostr.build/94afdc708d26098acb7488decb2934e9febbaa5fcbff71d80490a6f0fa6a8f53.jpg

2024-09-24 02:54:35

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Don’t start saying the quiet shit out loud

2024-09-24 02:45:17

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Both… I want both.

2024-09-24 02:30:59

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💕 don’t work too hard… if it’s raining by you, dance in it

2024-09-24 02:24:18

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that you must be on a computer…
And some people don’t understand why Linux is a thing

2024-09-24 02:11:46

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Brutal storms here in the USA! Even rainy, this is still very beautiful… I hope you at least enjoy the rain as much as I do.

2024-09-24 01:57:58

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Return of the Jedi, Battle of Endor
1h40m in 🤍🖤

2024-09-24 01:52:00

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I like the rain too… I like storms better. But, I always miss the beach during these periods.

2024-09-24 01:36:13

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Snakes and rats are my least favorite animals… such creepys ❤️ sending love to you at the beach! I’m sure it will be blue skies here soon, too ⛅️

2024-09-24 01:26:01

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Well, I was thinking it probably used a combo of OpenAI and Siri because… how does a duck type with its wings?

2024-09-24 01:21:41

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That’s how it happens here too. Courts and all that. You get given this massive discovery report that is the size of a book.

2024-09-24 01:17:47

Today, OpenAI’s X account was hacked…
the high school in my city was hacked… repeatedly and ongoing.
Nostr was pen tested for 48+ hours by a duck…
Those are just the 3 I’ve witnessed in real time, so I’m not sure how the rest of the world is faring. But, figured it WAS MY DUTY TO RESEARCH AND REPORT??? Since I have no boyfriend! Didn’t know it was research and reporting when you talk about common knowledge??? 🧢 I’ll be sure to check in with my masters, next time.
Personally, I’ve been stuck inside, reading books, the downpour has been so heavy here… no lightning or thunder yet, but where I live it always brings the snakes out.
good evening other evening posters. How did your day go?

2024-09-24 00:12:13

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Yes this is true! But some of us have this documented… hits different

2024-09-23 23:16:06

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Gotcha! It’s super hard to follow where comments are coming from and going to… that’s what I get for using a mobile app instead of my computer