Honestly I’ve never been more down than I am now. Everyone who’s life i enter, i make their lives hell.
I’m a selfish prick. I have no concept of reality. I have no confidence. I people please.
I’m losing my friends. I’m worrying my family.
I just want to make things right for everyone and then just disconnect from everyone and go on my own. No more worrying my parents, my brother, my friends.
I hope in 1 years time I can just fix everything and then disappear. I hate being alone and I already feel it now. If anything I’m a source of stress
nobody /
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2023-07-11 03:11:19
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2023-07-11 03:11:19Event JSON
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