I may be blocked from normalfag ascension simply from being a noticer.
It is just true that knowing the ways of Judaism blocks you from talking to normalfags normally. It's just...impossible to hide. When they see that you notice, one of the people in the group turns their knife towards you. You can befriend individuals, but people meeting friends come in groups and it only takes a single blackball to get kicked out of a group.
I give up entirely. I do not know *what* I will do to find community, but I do know that I will not ever find it in normalfag circles. I will continue to search for friends, but I am forced to acknowledge that I do not belong in communities that accept normalfags.
I must remember the lesson of Uriel d'Acosta, and how his desperate attempts to integrate into a society which hates him resulted in his downfall.
CMD /
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2025-05-07 02:07:36
Author Public Key
npub1xa4kjvz4xww6cuftczdyd65ht8vuwmv6pcevnteszjtt9wwkw7rqnyk0p2Published at
2025-05-07 02:07:36Event JSON
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