It’s not juicy at all 😂 I’m an only child and I grew up fairly sheltered so the “popular”“party girl” lifestyle was something I really wanted. Ya know the whole girl posse, sex & the city boss babe life. A couple years ago that wasn’t attainable so I lived humbly. I was happy and fulfilled.
Recently, I made friends with ladies who definitely live the lifestyle I dreamed about having as a kid and I got caught up in living out that dream. Ultimately, I learned that it’s an empty way of living. It’s fun but draining… so I’m struggling with the consequence of knowing better but wanting to do wrong.
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