When you're alive but you don't really feel alive. I didn't know how to be a person anymore. I don't know how to communicate with anyone. I can't maintain relationships of any kind whatsoever. I don't know what's wrong with me. I just want to be normal and know how to live life but I can't even allow myself to be around people. I don't have anything to say to anyone. Ever. I forget everything almost instantly. I'm constantly reminded of how much I'm a failure.
#depression #adhd #AuDHD
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2024-07-16 11:30:27
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