Roni Laukkarinen on Nostr: The most difficult thing for me to do is *not* code or manage servers. I'm at a point ...

The most difficult thing for me to do is *not* code or manage servers. I'm at a point in my life where I need to detach from stressful situations. Coding, installing, configuring - these are my hobbies, but they often lead me back to work-related tasks. And since I'm a workaholic... well, there you go. You don't give booze to an alcoholic - and working in a restaurant doesn't help either.

I'm trying to spend as much time offline as possible, but everything I do is so deeply tied to work that the conflict creates a lot of anxiety.

That's not to say I won't use computers - they're a huge part of my life. I just need to shift my focus to something entirely different, like videogames, books and movies.

Right now, I'm just going to take a walk.

Damnit.