Do u think bad ppl can change if they try really hard?
It has been over a month since i had a major breakdown. I hated myself so much for how i treated others, how argumentative and shitty i was, i started withdrawing and hurting myself.
I desperately want to be a better person, i want to make ppl happy and do the right thing.
Im trying my best, but i keep making mistakes. Im so scared i never can change...
Ughh i dont knowww!!!! The world would probably be better without ppl like me, wouldnt it... Maybe if im nice for long enough, ill forget how to be a horrible person. I hope.
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2025-01-09 17:05:54
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