👽 on Nostr: npub1a2s4f…4hk7y The self sabotage is way harder to get a grip on than posting pics ...
npub1a2s4fd64mxwlgft6hws84plmkwchzv8fxd6xasdxsysywg3c08xq44hk7y (npub1a2s…hk7y)The self sabotage is way harder to get a grip on than posting pics of myself for others to enjoy.
I try and try to be nicer to myself on the inside. Some days are easier than others.
Today was not a good day. Took a lot of effort to not break down as things are really fucking hard out here. I know the situation I'm in is not unique. We are all on a sinking ship.. but holy fuck. This isn't "life". This is a farce.
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