Ewen Bell 📷 on Nostr: npub1ql8j4…z2ef6 OMG. Honestly I didn't even think things were that stressful in my ...
npub1ql8j4vyqjls5zjp64aaxn8y3ml5akg5797hwn6htu8scqcldzjpqwz2ef6 (npub1ql8…2ef6)OMG.
Honestly I didn't even think things were that stressful in my life at the moment, except for a few bad actors. But it's all piling up.
Shellie said to be this morning, your juggling a lot of balls right now, some of them spiky.
I realized last night that my brain has gone into survival mode. It's jumping from one head space to another, scanning for solutions and doing gap-analysis and playing out scenarios. It won't shut off. It won't even let me sleep. It's under siege.
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