On the October 19th 2023, for the first time in my life, I was scared of simply being who I am.
The absurdity of the situation was so pronounced that it alone was what made me realize that what I feel is not normal, at least not me. I took some time looking into space after I wrote in the journal, needing my thoughts to settle. I was happy I could frame what I was feeling though.
Fear: https://taonaw.com/2024/07/31/fear.html
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