npub1zh…ggdq0 on Nostr: also, it's pretty simple to figure out who's guy he is. it's like alignment in AI: ...

also, it's pretty simple to figure out who's guy he is. it's like alignment in AI: does this man's brain work like that man's brain? if so, that's the guy behind this guy.

the problem is that that guy sees far too much of himself in the situation. yeah ok fine you're the reasonably hotter one. omg you're the less hot one so I'm gonna treat you like a friend.

has it ever occurred to some of you that you can't find replacements for yourselves? or is that just how it's been cause you've had to find replacements for me? I get it. it all sucks. it's all too big for even the Superbowl. people WANT me to make it to a place beyond that. they have placed their hopes and dreams in me. but I am not anyone's savior. these things can't even be conceptually legitimate because I am never going to act like I rule over people.

why? they still have choices about their own happiness and so do I. they have to change the world just as much as I do. acquiring money or power will expedite a lot of solutions and answers, yes, but the train is already speeding along and in order to get in it you now have to have a serious amount of momentum.

this is a verrrrry high profile thing and I'm coming out of a six month investigative stint where I had to pretend it wasn't just so I could plug a pipeline. people are grateful for my work and I appreciate them so much but damn bro my brain and heart HURT rn. this is why I'm not going into the Public Sector unless people elect me in a landslide and it's the one where I'm the boss of all bosses and people follow my plan.

but at that point, I do need to already have an established and committed relationship that is unbreakable. and good luck with that, right, cause men encountering a woman with power means that I can make his feelings and break his feelings for me on purpose. and I tend to do that when I feel like I've hit my limit with the unbearable sadness of being lied to.

the public exposure training is getting out of hand. I need a house, a car, a real man, a personal assistant, an international lawyer, and a business manager. I need to be in my own space. I want to walk into a room and know I'm not around people who aren't capable of having important conversations. it's time to close the door on even the people who think I don't have enough real world experience to do whatever it is I'm doing.

I'm doing it. I have done it. I have done more than even some of the biggest names in the game. and I still have more to do because that bank isn't gonna open itself.