I quite smoking weed a few days ago, for the 1000th time. This cycle is getting old. I'm kind of struggling today.
I have bever felt like i canI relate to people very well. Smoking has always helped me slow down and be more compassionate. I am tired of slowing myself and making myself small. Also, I'm tired of feeling so alone. Not sure if hanging out here helps or makes it worse. I want to believe that one day I will find my people and where I fit into this crazy puzzle. Or maybe this is just how it is supposed to be for me.
I appreciate any guidance you have for me on this journey. Please keep it positive and helpful. I beat myself up plenty already.
🤷
Desert Dave
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2025-03-12 01:34:27
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