closed on Nostr: I am not in the US but Trump will deport all "illegals" as part of Project 2025 in ...

I am not in the US but Trump will deport all "illegals" as part of Project 2025 in January, so there would be no hope for me there anyway.

For legal immigration, you need a passport and birth certificate, which requires the permission of your birth parents (to register your birth, as you are not allowed to register your own birth and social workers can't override the birth parents) and the permission of your country of birth (to issue you a stateless or citizen passport) - which I do not have and cannot get.

The solution (both the right and left agree) was "you shouldn't have ran away idiot, you should have just accepted your punishment for being abnormal", instead of betraying the nation and family and pretending to follow Western culture instead (pretending, as "only people who were born to a Western family can be Westerners").

I am tired of being evil and harming people. I am already running out of chances in this apartment (can't get a bank account like a normal person) and it is very unlikely I will find another one. Everything became more difficult after 2020. Even campsites and hostels strictly require ID. So I am planning to find some hidden places to sleep, but cops raid abandoned buildings in the city (many reports of fugitives and undocumented people being caught) and dog walkers call the cops on people sleeping in the forest.

In the EU, cops can ask for ID at any time and arrest you if you don't have ID: https://index.statelessness.eu/themes/detention For law abiding citizens, there is nothing to fear, as they are released as soon as the cops see their name and photo in the database (of national ID cards, passports, driver's licenses, etc.). Only wanted fugitives and undocumented people have something to fear, and the majority of people agree this is deserved and justified.

If the cops can't find anywhere to deport you to (e.g. if not even Rwanda wants you, which is the current "destination of last resort"), they just dispose of you by forgetting to give you water, beating you or housing you with a violent cellmate. If they find out where you were born (despite no legal identity/paper trail, and not speaking the language or following the culture of that place), they tranquilize you, handcuff you and throw you on a plane, and if your "home sweet home" wants you dead, it's your own damn fault, as you should have followed your birth culture and honored your "home country" like everyone else.

This understandably sounds like unhinged schizophrenic lunacy or woke propaganda which never happens in reality, but it is true and most people agree with this, as it is a "hard stance against immigration" and means that "murderers and rapists can't hide undetected in our country". Requiring birth parents' and birth country's permission to get a legal identity to escape is seen as correct, otherwise "the nation and family would fall apart".

I am tired. I just want to hide for as long as I can. Running away at age 18 saved my life, it is the best thing that I have done and this life is a genuine utopia in comparison to ages 0-18, but the consequences are catching up to me now, 10+ years later.