Tonight is just a "no". It's just a "sorry, no, I don't think I want to do this anymore."
I think it's the realisation that the loneliness is not from being physically alone, it's from being morally and spiritually alone.
Knowing that the world is rapidly ending and observing everyone around me living their lives without a care, without a thought for the consequences of their actions.
So, tonight is just a "no".
Tomorrow, hopefully, I start again.
Tomorrow, hopefully, my actions matter.
Baron Woke of Carlsberg /
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2023-11-08 21:37:08
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