what if i just said fuck it and took adderall anyway
and accepted my inevitable expiration date, since schizophrenia and stimulants don't mix well
like... it makes me a functional human being
is it even worth living if i'm constantly operating at 1/4 my possible effectiveness???
visit vanta.cool today!!!!! /
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2024-04-23 00:52:24
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