Internal screaming
Clenched teeth
Contemplating
Can’t any of us be happy
Willfully live a “normal” life
Gaslit since birth for being…
Lifetime of blending in
- to the point of contentment
Only to be asked once more
To submit again for humankind
Who denies my right to exist
——-
Typical midwestern farm boy
Carrying the weight of a life of discontent & misunderstood hopes and dreams
all while trying to honor the vows he made to a God he is no longer sure exists
Knowing that the thing he wanted most came & he rejected it for self-preservation. No ill will.
——-
#writeon #stories #artstr #humanity #spiritstr #love #humanrights
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