akchi on Nostr: heyo everyone! I've been around a few different MAP spaces, but I've always struggled ...

heyo everyone! I've been around a few different MAP spaces, but I've always struggled to stay in them or engage with people there for long, not because I dislike anything about them or the people, but because I feel overly anxious in them.
with that in mind, I'm going to treat this account as a throwaway and try be myself as best I can.

on a side note, even though I've never been strong enough to be myself in these places, knowing that I'm not alone, and that there's people out there who have struggled in similar ways as me has helped to keep me going through some dark times in life. I'm extremely thankful to everyone here who shares their struggles, it helps people like me more then you could ever imagine

I hope this account is the one I finally stick with, and the one that helps me learn to be myself again. thanks for reading <3