anyhow, just to give some more detail on what exactly i have dropped on my bro Jesus - it's my drinking problem...
after doing 350ml vodka and 2L orange juice and talking shit on cornychat and being quite ill (had also a bottle of wine in the afternoon) i'm like, i'm done with this shit, how do i let go of it
i pass it along to who offers to carry it for me
then i can let it go
i don't know why it works, it just does, you probably know of the AA 12 step and the thing about a higher power but i think fundamentally it is the case that the things that we do wrong to ourselves out of these habits are like demons that have become attached to us, and all we have to do is say "i don't want to carry this anymore" and then it's gone, after that, just to remember if it tries to slide back in, to send it back to who can hold it and actually have some freedom and life from this imprisonment
mleku / ⚡️mleku@getalby.com
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2024-07-08 12:53:16
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