i can sing a bit now after over a year of exercises, and the emotional and cognitive things are going a bit better. these things are still not 100% and are only better because of work i did on my own. nobody helped me or believed me.
The worst was that it unmasked a pretty severe autoimmune condition (if you read my posts you already know all the inflammatory arthritis complaints). the short version is i can barely leave my house. the medication i now need to take ironically puts me at a higher risk of getting infected again.
i should be living my life, making stuff, doing things i want to do and making plans, but i am at home, in pain, dealing with bone-deep fatigue a lot of the time that makes me feel like much of my sense of self has been taken away.
i was not considered "high risk" before i got covid. and i only got it one time.
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