Dissident Sound on Nostr: never had any hard feelings towards "shutosha" also have absolutely no interest in ...

never had any hard feelings towards "shutosha"

also have absolutely no interest in communicating with them or unmuting them

i have male chromosomes. my sadist Jew father systematically poisoned me with a garbage diet consisting almost entirely of pastry ... he always asked my mother to make pastry for him but never ate it himself and instead fed it all to me, then he cooked his own food ( mainly chicken ) for himself. he had a background in military, wrestling and bodybuilding and knew very well that i needed meat - he deliberately fed me the opposite of what i needed in the same way how he always deliberately did the opposite of everything that he knew was right because he is a mentally ill sadist Jew.

i was the second fattest kid in my entire school and had related health problems for which my mother took me to the doctors, but then she just continued to feed me pastry because she just always did what her husband said. in addition to having health problems from obesity i was also constantly beaten for being fat in school ( this was in USSR ).

when i was 12 a pretty girl called me fat so i finally decided to take matters in my own hands and with zero support from my parents in 2 years went from the 2nd fattest kid in school to the fittest. from barely being able to do a few pushups to doing 20 chin ups.

but unfortunately adipose tissue converts testosterone to estrogen so even though i was fit i was not masculine because i spent the first half of my puberty converting testosterone to estrogen before i lost the weight.

in college i didn't feel i was masculine enough and decided to fix it by taking masculinizing steroids as well as estrogen blockers. everybody thought that i just like bench pressing 400 lbs but reality is i was after the masculinizing effects, not strength. 400 lbs bench press was only a side effect for me.

in that way i consider myself detrans. my pops transitioned me from male to female by feeding me pastry until my adipose tissue converted my testosterone into estrogen. i then detransitioned using steroids and estrogen blockers until i got a deeper voice and a beard. i did this just over 20 years ago.

i have the same sexual preferences as any normal man ( that is i am attracted to Tik-Tok age girls ) but i do not consider myself a man. i do not even consider myself part of humanity. i look down at humans as filthy animals.

Prince Aleph (npub1xy6…8w7v)