Isabel Sydow (but you can call me Dan) on Nostr: I did see boltz supported in the list for Blue. I haven't had the brain cells needed ...

I did see boltz supported in the list for Blue.
I haven't had the brain cells needed to learn how to create, open, or anything with channels.
I haven't seen the node's dashboard in a while. I'm ultra intimidated by it.
I struggle a lot because I'm constantly exhausted and this affects my ability to learn things.
I used to be a very bright girl, but my brain is injured. It causes me not to sleep. Only extremely strong sedatives make me sleep, but they also keep me from functioning. That is why I can only take them like once a week or every 10 days. I basically sleep a few hours every 7 to 10 days. then the grogginess lasts another 2 - 3 days.
I seem to learn a bit by trying, kinda by doing.
So I wanted to test things with a small amount.
But I then saw fee of almost 12,000 sats.
I was... uh...
but... MOI????
Ima shrimpy fry!!!!!