Violet Rose (she/her) on Nostr: For the record, I was an AAY at 5 years old - literally the first year of my life I ...

For the record, I was an AAY at 5 years old - literally the first year of my life I remember anything from. I had a pair of toy handcuffs, and I liked to cuff myself to the bed and imagine a woman coming to ride me against my will. I had never heard of such things before, but I came up with the concept of autobiastonepiophilic bondage on my own and fantasized about it - when I was 5. To this day I'm still bitter that, instead of being educated about sex and consensually guided into it to make a lot of wonderful memories I'd cherish for the rest of my life, I was kept in a state of ignorance and religious shame about it until well after (what I see as) my prime years were over.

I'm not just pro-c for the sake of the person I am now, or for the sake of partners I hope to have. I'm pro-c for the sake of the fulfilled AAY I *could* have been, and wasn't.