Diyana on Nostr: Because I genuinely was in the search for what jack discovered in #nostr, in my own ...

Because I genuinely was in the search for what jack (nprofile…67ea) discovered in #nostr, in my own way through my own lens of perception of paradigm shifting solutions... I spent almost every single day for the last 13 months on this protocol engaging and providing value in my own way from the heart, experimenting, observing, investigating, and studying this field with intention to assist with what is yet to be created here that is yet unknown and still formulating in the morphogenetic field of the new earth paradigm. I went into deeper debt to travel and volunteered in Nostriga to connect in person and to more deeply soak in the energetics of this field to unlocking more my own psychic seeing, clarity, revelations and further integration.

And I've been feeling a giant blow in my face and massive disenchantment in the last couple of weeks after witnessing specific clique-y privileges to brand new-ish with no real contribution whatsoever to the ecosystem profiles being funneled into visibility with insider inherited boosts. What a familiar way to create a ficticious "we are so COOL" image driven by centralized closed systems and minds on a supposedly decentralized foss protocol. I wrote a note on this the other day. Anyways, thinking politicians and legacy social media CEOs right now. Marketing ay, I get it, I've got the background been there done that. Have written many a copy and ads on the legacy systems and sold thousands of products. Which is why I also volunteer as copy lead for nostr.world Someone early on told me this space is about #proofofwork You don't get to have handouts. But apparently MANY do! Smh


I am now a little bit missing my community I left behind on my adventure quest of exploring cutting edge technology that could potentially be a solution to liberating all of life and my posterity. As a result I have felt so completely isolated from barely any human real and genuine interaction and heart to heart connection, also exacerbated since it coicided with my brand new solo nomadic movement over the last year meaning disconnecting me from irl community. Been here just bending over backwards to figure out how does connection actually happen on #nostr. As I result I've turned into some fucking groupie fan girl simp. What a fucking joke.

All good. My wound of not belonging got extra wide open on the Nostr so I can heal it even more deeply.

I know it's not all in vain and I am just in the process of unhooking and cutting some cords to relating that are not meant for my or our evolution.

I know we gotta build from a whole and healed place. I also know that's the phase I am entering in 2025 and I trust it's all gonna happen on top and with the #freedomtechstack and hopefully resonant heart and mind connections.

And for the record yes I don't think we need news. We need genuine real human connection.

I just came across this post I made four years ago reminding me why and how Facebook even in biggest censorship era still enabled and facilitated the connection.

And it is true I am not alone to say that I feel more shadow banned on #nostr than I have felt on any other social media platform.

I know I know. We are still sooo early. BUT we are already granting and VCing the building of very tall WALLED gardens. And that feels very very disenchanting.

And I guess it comes back to the reminder it's not about the technology man... We are facing a humanity problem. Humans disconnected from the heart. Humans are gonna human. And everywhere there is an opportunity you are gonna find opportunists looking to capitilize. Such a fiat trickie mindset building on top of a sound money protocol system and philosophy. I don't know why I am thinking Rockefeller and all the products made of oil byproducts poisoning our lives. I don't know why I am thinking of the metal chelators for pipes and boilers became an herbicide distrubing our shikimic acid pathways, essentially killing the majority of the living soil on Earth and being a major culprit to leaky gut mentally unstable sick society. Don't know why I am thinking of Nicola Tesla vs. Thomas Edison.

If only the true visionarities with genuine drive to fullfil this #freedomtech mission can NOT turn a blind eye to the discrepancies and incongruencies and and maybe pull the rug redirecting the energy to what's true. But I guess you know we are all doing the inner work to become purest birthing chambers for the world we believe is possible and want us and our children to live in.

#grownostr ?!?!?!?!?!?!? #plebchain #thegreatwork #alchemy #openheart #authenticity