/vent
pedi has been allowed me to unrepress my paraphilia but I don’t know what to do with it. Being on pedi is like arriving at a munch where everyone knows each other already. The regulars are much more interested in catching up with each other than meeting new folks. I wasn’t expecting to connect with aams, but most maps seem to be in tight knit groups with offsite communications.
I will keep trying to be a good community member. I will keep commenting encouragement. And I will keep posting concepts so I’m not just a leech on the community. But getting likes and reblogs doesn’t feel like social interaction. I’ll do this until I run out of steam which, unfortunately, might be soon.
abandoned account /
npub1e2…lm3kd
2025-01-10 02:41:49
Author Public Key
npub1e2y3xyq9huyqckpdxmtxsj37ygkuyw3eadv2uvtxrnv0vgu68vlqhlm3kdPublished at
2025-01-10 02:41:49Event JSON
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