Ahaha LOL I didn't see the OP. I guess just your question popped up.
Well after living abroad 10 months out of last year in 2 either 3rd world country or underdeveloped as they could be labled... I began to breathe differently just getting at the gate to come back to the US and seeing americans. I was so incredibly relieved landing in LA (and kind you I've lived in LA and was so not my vibe).
Then it hit me in conversation with my Uber driver who had not gone back to Azerbaijan for 9 years due to visa limitations and missed his family... but when I asked him if he likes it here he was like "what do you mean, I love it here. I don't have to deal with 3rd world stuff".
Then It hit me... considering I lived in a third world country the first 20 years of my life, and suddenly I spent all of last year in such... the reason I immediately felt spaciousness was because the heavy thick survival stress induced aura of a third world country's existence reality was no longer looming over me and in my field.
I love America and I am happy to be here.
Diyana
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2024-04-29 03:20:17
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