I felt the same way and still do in a way, but it made me ask myself, what is it that I’m really after? What is that “lack” that I’m feeling? Engagement? Attention? Affirmation?
And if it was those things, I’m surely better off finding them elsewhere, in real life. Then I was kind of embarrassed for feeling that lack.
jerrud
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2025-02-28 04:41:48
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2025-02-28 04:41:48Event JSON
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