kiɁlawnaɁ on Nostr: I don’t know why I have such a hard time making friends with other women. I loved ...

I don’t know why I have such a hard time making friends with other women. I loved my neighbor and I thought we were friends and out of nowhere she just ghosts me and literally runs into her house to avoid me when she sees me. She moved away this week and never told me so that’s gone. The girls at work all seem to be super close to each other though we all met at the same time. I try and talk to them
I try and be friends but they never get close to me, I have to watch them get close to each other. One of the girls who helped me out really immensely when my boyfriend got arrested for strangling me… she accused me of trying to fuck with her boyfriend two days after she told me to add both of them on Facebook. That’s all I did so I assume he lied to her about something. Anyway she used my shitry abusive boyfriend as a goon threat to make me leave him alone (I blocked his ass immediately anyway). And now no one talks to me at work anymore yay