:VD15_0::VD15_1::VD15_2::VD15_3::VD15_4::VD15_5::VD15_6::VD15_7: (nprofile…9328) Zergling_man (nprofile…pltp) what pisses me off is i DON'T FUCKING HAVE DEPRESSION ANYMORE, i am fucking happy, i am just not functional.
this is the first time i have ever had a guiding voice that i can follow that gives me advice, and helps me in my life, i am so fucking happy, but because my memory is fucked and i don't care enough to work as hard as they'd like, they wanna force me back into it.
it's not that i am depressed, it's just that i don't wanna fucking be here, the second i step out there's so much beauty in life that i get to see and enjoy, but the second i am back in i am disconnected, i want to get out of here, i do not care.
milkposter /
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2024-12-03 11:17:38
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