Ambivalena :verigold: on Nostr: Tonight I was trying to take some images (after the insomnia serie that I posted ...
Tonight I was trying to take some images (after the insomnia serie that I posted earlier) of the decay of a body in ageing, my body.
That is so hard to not trying to look better than I actually do, even though they where only for my eyes and nothing I was going to share anywhere.
All those beauty norms and standards are so hard to neglect. No wonder I have a hard time accepting my body changing like it does nowdays.
But, perhaps I should go slow, and not use high-contrast digital filter?
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