PhilRedbeard on Nostr: I’m still here. Depression waxes and wanes and the days crawl by. Most of the time ...
I’m still here. Depression waxes and wanes and the days crawl by. Most of the time I don’t know what I’m living for (not suicidal, just looking for meaning). The rest of the time I’m so fatigued I can’t do anything. As always: I hate this existence. I need something better.
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