npub1ztecgmxck92up303jk9zu9ry64wtkeafzr60mupnqsd40zk4gj4s4vd7z0 (npub1zte…d7z0)
ActuallyAutistic group (npub1mew…tau6)
I have been an absolute wreck.
It's manifesting in physical symptoms.
I am terrified. I don't know what to do.
I know my neediness right now is overloading my closest friends, and I'm doing my damnedest to keep it under control - but there is so much!
It's a threat I know little about protecting myself from, the worst kind of threat...
I wasn't functional enough to stand on my own before, what do I do when the supports are gone? How do I help in this state?! 😭
Miakoda /
npub1gs…spsrs
2024-11-09 13:20:42
in reply to nevent1q…ugwp
Author Public Key
npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrsPublished at
2024-11-09 13:20:42Event JSON
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