i dont even like any of the food i'm eating anymore, i cant afford to mix it up, drinking and shit doesn't do shit for me, i'm going insane in these four walls but i feel trapped here. probably the loneliness is eating me up the hardest but i dont really feel like i have anybody.... i have two people visiting me over the course of a month from now lined up rn so i have to live for that atleast i guess, i mean the later one bought tickets and stuff
last time i tried to kms the knot slipped after a bit, fuck me i fucked that one up there, but anyways usually i dont even have the energy to do that
Autismmaxxing Schizo Weebcel /
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2024-08-30 02:50:48
in reply to nevent1q…kfhz
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