I am currently spiraling right into a major depressive episode but my meds are keeping me freakishly calm. I am not able to do my job right and even my hobbies are becoming a chore, but at least I can sit there and calmly think about how bad I am fucking up right now.
I really liked this job, but the last few months I was increasingly worthless at it. I am planning to take a sick leave, but I doubt they will want me back.
Or maybe that's the depression speaking.
likely not a disguised martian /
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2025-05-14 21:03:23
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