Idiot Happiness Spiral on Nostr: 聖騎士 my personal goals, at this point in my life, are to ride out the wave and ...

聖騎士 (nprofile…h3ac) my personal goals, at this point in my life, are to ride out the wave and hope to secure a comfortable future. I'm 47 years old, I can't have kids, and almost all of my family is dead or in jail. I want to provide a comfortable, quiet, peaceful life for my wife and remaining family and friends, and to put more good into the world than bad in the mean time.

What would happen if I stopped drinking? The world would be a lot quieter. Less inspiration, less social energy, more time spent fretting. More sleepless nights. Less laughter. A dimmer view of the world, far less hope. More cynicism, more repression, less acceptance of life as it is.