Diyana on Nostr: When last year I unexpectedly found myself making a very hard decision of changing ...
When last year I unexpectedly found myself making a very hard decision of changing what was only going to be a 6 weeks trip back to my home country in early February... And choosing to take my immobile grandmother with dementia out of an elderly home she was clearly being neglected at, taking her back to her empty home and the house I grew up at until I was 10 in my home town with hopes to find her better care, and essentially ending up caring for all her needs for many months... I effectively trapped myself unable to leave and go anywhere for more than 2 hours at a time a day. Oh my was that challenging. I lived 45-60 minutes away from this beach in Greece and I was not able to go get sun and sea the entire season once summer came about. When finally it had become clear I must go now and I felt complete with my service... as much as I wished I could provide more care for my grandmother essentially knowing noone else could or would ever provide her what my heart and love did for her... and I was preparing to leave, I was able to catch the very last three days of the season... And enjoyed the peace here without the crowds.
Sweet memories. This song came out a year before we left my home town, I had no idea what it is about but I really loved when it came on MTV. #sand #sun #sea
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