Terrafied Kestrel on Nostr: I keep having conversations with cis people-who are very close to me, who feel like ...

I keep having conversations with cis people-who are very close to me, who feel like they understand-that tell me they don't understand at all. They tell me with their questions that the time of my voice sounds is more real than what my words say. They tell me the boy costume I wore is more real than my soul. They tell me by asking the questions at all they don't understand that I happy little girl was killed, and the best I can ever become is what I hope she might have been.