☉Каролина♄ (nprofile…vtxd) Yep! As I’ve been becoming more and more loved as I’ve always wanted to be I’ve just been struggling with shame around rejecting people. It comes up in these spaces every once in a while. So you liking sorts I don’t just makes me want to make them not feel so bad.
Like on some level I know that it’s literally not my fault and anyone who gets mad at me for having preferences may as well just be the equivalent of an incel raging at women for daring to have preferences. But I don’t know. I see myself as amazing, quite literally superior, yet this is a mark of shame for me. I am struggling a lot around these emotions. I somehow see myself as superior, yet also feel like I’m not good enough. It is hard to explain.
𒀭Aco 🍝 /
npub1np…kldya
2025-02-26 22:01:14
in reply to nevent1q…yq0d
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2025-02-26 22:01:14Event JSON
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