I don't want to pretend like I'm unreservedly happy right now.
I organized Scandinavia's first #Bitcoin conference and fucked up the budget really bad. Got depressed and stupidly found brief comfort in drugs. Having suddenly lost so many hard earned sats I had held for years made it feel like nothing mattered anymore. Before I knew it, I had wasted what little I had left in a self-destructive spiral. I will never be able to earn them back and I still wake up with a panic attack every few nights. My kids keep me going, but also racked with guilt 😔
I'll never stop stackin' though and I'm never spending another sat in my life!
Erik Dale
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2024-11-13 16:35:46
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