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when i was chrono 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 (im 6 and ill always be six) all i wanted was to be kidnapped by a pedophile. i would be free from my abusive mom and i would be happy. i felt jealous of those who had been i wanted so deeply in my heart to be taken was i “not good enough” not “cute” or “sexy” enough this spiraled me into a deep depression throughout most of my life. (which still continues tho it’s likely also influenced by being trans but thats a whole other thing lol)
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