Look, it’s not your responsibility to fight everyone within your community’s battle. Your responsibility is to live within truth, not your truth, not political truths, the truth. You say you’re not Jesus but if you stopped comparing yourself to him and actually sought relationship with him the way you carry your burdens may change.
I’m sorry that you’re struggling and I pray that the Holy Spirit grab hold to your heart and relationship with Jesus take root within you. I completely understand what you’re experiencing.
My people are suffering and all the powers at be are manipulating narratives across multiple avenues to make sure they either stay dumb or disappear. It doesn’t matter the arena… seems like people would “rather not” have to deal with us. My entire cohort has been co-opted by a cosplaying hyena simply because shes racially ambiguous.
I go through crap all the time over how I was created. It sucks and it’s painful but it’s all beyond my control. I can only trust that by following Jesus my concerns will be worked out for good… and they typically are.
What I can control is the way I relate to all people, how I represent myself, and telling the truth… no matter the consequence. That also means acknowledging when I’m wrong and knowing that what people say about me and my people doesn’t matter.
The answer to hate is love. The kind of love that’s patient and kind. It does not envy or boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others. It is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. I hope you feel better soon.
BitcoinBelle / Lotta Bitblaq
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