hermeticvm on Nostr: Having a really hard time coping with everything today. My garden and the plants and ...

Having a really hard time coping with everything today.

My garden and the plants and spices on my balcony are permanently exposed to whatever shit they're spreading all while no one seems to give a fuck.

Riding the road bikes for sports isn't fun anymore because of the shit I'll be breathing in.

I have to postpone a Berlin trip due to dental work that must be done.

I no longer have passion for my work right now.

Still haven't reduced any of the dependencies that hinder me from leaving the country.

I'm alone most of the time and I feel like I can't really connect with anyone.

At least I have my books. But that's about it.