If you were sitting quietly on the grass behind your house today,
would you see it?
Would you long to step toward Mars, just like I once did?
After another morning of GM on Nostr..
the simple ritual we’ve come to share..
I found myself drifting back...
to the days when I used to laugh at people posting flowers to say "Happy Monday."
Back then,
I didn't understand.
I didn’t see the quiet hearts behind those images, reaching out across the silence.
Today...
I understand.
And I no longer need anyone to explain.
My journey started simply.
Just a dreamer,
a kid staring at Ajarn Piriya through a tiny screen,
dreaming of being a small part of something larger than himself.
It began with a simple page..
ordinary, clumsy, forgettable.
CryptoNize.
My first step into the unknown.
It wasn’t anything special.
But it opened a door:
a realization that the world of Bitcoin
was far too vast for any one hand to steer.
One day,
I decided to step toward the community.
Toward those who moved this space forward.
I didn’t come to be a hero.
I came looking for companions.
Because deep down, I knew:
No great work is ever built alone.
I walked in awkwardly, but honestly.
Some called me brash.
Some ignored me altogether.
It didn’t matter.
I knew...
Self-interest drives us all.. including me.
But if our dreams have enough room for others to walk with us,
they stop being dreams we must carry alone.
The first true lesson I learned
was not about techniques,
nor theories.
It was this..
Knowledge and experience mean nothing if they aren’t passed on.
And the more trees you plant,
even if you’re not there to see them grow,
the less the world will ever lack for forests.
In the beginning,
I thought I needed to lead.
To control the direction.
To shoulder the burden myself.
I drowned out other voices without realizing it.
I drew plans and chased acceptance
as if without recognition, I would somehow vanish.
But all I built
was exhaustion.
And loneliness.
I wasn’t building a road.
I was paving a single path only wide enough for me to walk.
It was a painful lesson.
But one I am endlessly grateful for.
Because after that day,
I changed completely.
From someone who tried to "point the way,"
I became someone who simply "opened the way."
From a carrier of burdens,
to just another hand helping to push.
From craving to be seen,
to yearning simply to see others grow.
The turning point came for real
when the community I had quietly laid the foundations for
began to bloom..
not through my hands,
but through theirs.
The day I no longer needed to speak loudly,
because I could hear new hearts beating toward us.
The day fresh faces arrived at our meetups,
with eyes shining not with hype,
but with real understanding.
That was the day I knew:
I was no longer walking alone.
Today,
I don’t need to rush to explain myself.
I didn’t do this for fame.
I didn’t do it to stand at the front.
I did it because I had a dream..
a dream big enough for anyone who wished to walk together.
And I believe this with all my heart..
A strong network endures far longer than a solitary hero.
Yes, I’ve made mistakes.
I once used my passion as an excuse to drown others out.
I once confused leadership with possession.
But I’ve learned.
And I hope you’ll learn it faster,
and with less pain,
than I did.
Today...
I’m still walking.
Not as a leader.
But as a companion.
And if you’re reading these words now,
I hope you believe:
You, too, can become the best version of yourself.
Even if you start as someone small.
Even if the world doesn't know your name today.
Even if no spotlight ever shines on you.
If you turn your heart toward others,
listen for the voices unspoken,
and walk together, patiently but with resolve
the network you build
will always outlast any lone hero.
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