Last time I smoked was late October.
Mom offered me a CBD gummy a few months ago, which was nice. But outside of that, I haven't gotten high since maybe August/September? I wanted to celebrate 420 with a friend, and we tried to make a belated session happen, but it fell through.
I never looked for weed on my own volition until I was 25 - so, two years ago. Before that I would get high when hanging out with IRL friends, both were smoking weed daily for god knows how long, but the problem ended up being in the context of isolation - I sort of gave it up for a bit once in late 2022 after it was clearly not helping my mental health at all, and later last year I hopped on that train and a similar outcome occurred, and that was when I was sure I had to just leave that alone outside of the now rarer opportunities it would be offered in a social context.
Sam /
npub120…rs45r
2024-06-19 03:58:35
in reply to nevent1q…5tsj
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