Joscelyn Transpiring on Nostr: I hate that I feel like I will always be disposable and that I am still going to hurt ...
I hate that I feel like I will always be disposable and that I am still going to hurt everyone I care about or drive them away if I unmask more than 10% of my ADHD or mental illnesses.
Like, I joke about it here, but think about that - that crazy white trash bitch you all know who you’ve seen run her mouth on right up into putting her entire foot or both feet in her mouth…that’s me showing you all like 11%.
I get fired from jobs and people tell me I hurt them or am unbeatable and leave my life or I leave so I don’t hurt them whenever I show 15% - 20%. This is why when we all joke about every trans fem thinking everyone else is wonderful but thinks she’s terrible and it’s it true of her - I know that it’s actually true and I get treated differently with real material, social, and psychological consequences.
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