Orca on Nostr: Day 2. It was ok Friday. I feel nicely tired tonight. Not as stressful as last days. ...

Day 2. It was ok Friday. I feel nicely tired tonight. Not as stressful as last days. Tomorrow will have to work in forest. To cut trees. It's physically demanding work but I like to be in nature. In fresh air. Quite wild nature. At least I will earn a bit. Not much but I will be able to buy some food. Hopefully it won't be raining tomorrow. I'm quite pissed off of so many people talking that sooner or later there will be war in Baltic countries as Russia won't stop with Ukraine..
I wish I could have a possibility to earn enough money and move away from Europe. Tbh I even praying for miracle. I'm restarting training myself solo as I don't have enough money to pay for gym it costs 60€ a month. When Im training I feel myself in present moment. And very peaceful and more confident. After these winter months when I was not good at health and spend all the time in flat alone I'm not so self confident as year ago. I wish everyone nice weekend...
I will write more about myself within next days. I need to get enough sleep now. Thanks if any one is reading this. I don't know what else to say now. Probably I'm too tired. I will attach pictures of Baltic sea. It's about 50km from the place I am now. I was thinking about being at sea today. Tbh I do like being at sea at seaside. It's not like in Southern countries. It's not warm yet. I like the sound of sea of waves I feel very peaceful at the sea. I never thought that at the age of 55 I will be alone.