CMD on Nostr: A lifetime of being told "just go to therapy" has induced the following mental loop ...
A lifetime of being told "just go to therapy" has induced the following mental loop in my head:
>Become miserable for no apparent reason
>"Maybe I should go to therapy."
>"Wait, the last time I did that willingly, I was told to kill myself."
>"I hate the mental health complex, the country that enables it, and everyone who props it up."
>Become miserable
>"Maybe I should go to therapy."

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