Friends are pushing me, so that I will get over with covid anxiety.
I'm not buying it.
Friends say that friends sometimes have to push for my own good.
I'm scared.
And anxious.
I'm digging my heels and I feel like they are dragging me kicking and screaming over some sort of precipice.
I'm not happy.
They don't understand.
I'm still scared and still anxious.
They keep pushing so that I will start to rationalize and be like everyone else.
I'm not everyone else.
I want to scream.
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2023-08-10 18:12:44
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