cyuucat on Nostr: >start wanting to have a kid for the first time in my life >become insanely mentally ...

>start wanting to have a kid for the first time in my life
>become insanely mentally ill
>stop wanting a kid
>over half a year later, mental insanity is coming to an end
>urge to have a kid reappears like it never left
>even said "we should tell this story to our kids" without realizing
I really think it's some protective measure of "I'm too unhealthy to take care of myself, let alone a kid, so of course I don't want one"
is this why other people don't want kids too? is everyone just too fucking mentally ill? is this just a me thing or