The new meds might be working | I might be experiencing the placebo effect.
doc gave me a heavy dose to start, estimating since I did so well with stims I'd have some expectations.
It's subtle, if there is an effect. The difficult part is quantifying exactly what the difference is. I already fixate. That wasn't the issue, it was the target selection. I feel this anticipatory weight in my forward aura.
Also placebo.
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2023-08-13 19:17:26
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