I think I figured this feeling out. I want to go home, but there isn't one.
It's nothing my roommates are doing.
It's that my country isn't home. I'm housed, for now. But this housing is in a country that hates people like me, like my friends. I continue to exist, but there isn't a place for me. I think that's what I'm feeling, on top of the ongoing fear.
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2024-11-14 15:51:40
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2024-11-14 15:51:40Event JSON
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